Fertile Hands of a Country That Is Not Third
by Hilary Cruz Mejia
Where do you come from?
But like really really from?
I am from a very small coastal port
where you get by fishing
and driving people around
in a tricycle for 3 to 5 quetzales
from a 5-minute walk to the beach
from the hope of rain
that can freshen up la milpa
from the hope that rain
doesn’t make the ocean mad
and hug us all with her water
and welcomes us with a hurricane
But where do you come from?
But like really really from?
I am from a small municipio
that lives en las orillas del océano pacifico
bathed with the rivers
Michatoya, María Linda y el Canal de Chiquimulilla
from the inlets of the river
where the conqueror Pedro de Alvarado built six ships
to go together with Francisco Pizarro
in the conquest of Peru
I am from a conservative
and diverse neighborhood
that i call home
I am from Puerto de Iztapa, Escuintla
I am from Puerto de Champerico, Retalhuleu
I am from the blood of my Mayan ancestors
I am from the roots of my Mesoamerica
from a country in the world
that i call home
But i am really
like really really from
the hands of Pachamama
and the rage of poetry
as a movement to heal
the wounds that penetrate
our meaning of home
of the land where conquistadores
told us our home was not ours anymore
of the land where tea can heal
the pain within your heart
from Guate good
not Guate what they think is bad
the land of the trees
Guatemaya.
Hilary Cruz Mejia (she/her/ella) is a Latinx poet and activist from the coastal waters of Guatemala. Her work has appeared in MiGoZine (an imprint of Paloma Press), and Portside. Hilary's transition to the U.S. as a lesbian, immigrant, and first-generation college student has been presented in her poetry where she hopes to encourage her readers to preserve the indigenous roots of the lands that were stolen. Outside of writing, she spends her time baking bagels and keeping on track with her homework. Follow her on Instagram @hilary_natasha.