Estou a Sentir Só Este Momento*
by Marina Carreira
like the nothing of a wave rolling ice blue
over sun-fucked sand and wet wet shell
like nothing in the way wind transfers verses
against blades, leaves lullabying ashes and dust
of erosion and drones; nothing like
the hooked breath of old books, pretty
words wailing in the hand of another ear
before the line breaks and they fall deep
into the sound a cephalopod makes
when our legs become their legs and we wrap
neck, waist and wrist, tangle into the bare
thread spread of land nowhere immeasurable,
a space between born and supermarket line
of lives we crossed through (eight billion bodies)
to find each other and did And a daffodil sighed
olive fields sung the whole world weeped
and wowed A bird of spun gold with freshly plucked
leaf in mouth as smooth as the way this nothing
feels, the slow burn of your belly across mine
in moan, infinitely cavernous in polite conversation
* title references a line in the song “Fala-Me de Amor” by Portuguese rock band Santos & Pecadores
Marina Carreira (she/her/hers) is a queer socialist Luso-American poet artist from Newark, NJ. She is the author of tantotanto (Cavankerry Press, forthcoming 2022), Save the Bathwater (Get Fresh Books, 2018) and I Sing to That Bird Knowing It Won’t Sing Back (Finishing Line Press, 2017). Marina is a recipient of the Sundress Academy for the Arts Summer 2021 Residency fellowship. As a visual artist, she has exhibited her work at Morris Museum, ArtFront Galleries, West Orange Arts Council, Monmouth University Center for the Arts, among others. Keep up with her at hellomarinacarreira.com.